I have not been very attentive to my blog lately. I recently moved from North Carolina to Georgia so I am still slightly adjusting. I started this blog when I got laid off of work and needed a creative outlet. This blog allowed me to network with different types of people within the African-American community. Cocoa Report has been a type of therapy for me when I was going through a down period. It wasn’t much but it was mine.
Currently my creativity has left and I do not know if I will blog as much anymore. I don’t have the same drive and excitement as I use to and I don’t know what direction to take it. I am in a creative funk and I don’t know how long it will last. I will probably blog sporadically.
To be honest, it’s more than just a creative block. I have been in prayer and meditation. I have been asking the Universe some questions and have been in a stagnant position for the last month or two. I went from knowing what I wanted in life to becoming lost and confused about my future. What I am feeling is hard to explain but I am pretty sure everyone has experienced it.
On November 11th I turned 28 and even though I am thankful for another year, my birthday always is a time for reflection. The last few days I have been in meditation (with an addition of catching up on my Oprah’s Lifeclass) about my life and my purpose and hope to find the answers. Maybe I will share my answers, I’m not sure yet…Until next time.